3 san tiga three sa ..

16 12 2009

Yesh 3 more days and I am confirmed that I will be in Malaysia.. really cant wait.. I hate to stuck at this place where all my good friends are all else where seriously fml lor~ where can like dat wern~~~ya tak ??? :D now I am stuck with something that I have to finish and next I will pray for my accomplishment and play hard like seriously going to travel up and down when I go back.. what I mean is Travel MSIA-INDO-MSIA-INDO-MSIA-INDO la.. what are you thinking??? hurm.. Oh ya!!!

Anyone want me to help him/her buy smth from oz tak?? going shopping like a mad girl on friday noon :D so tell me before hand ya! as long as I can afford la ya ya! LOL.. and one more thing I AM VERY PELIT.. whahaha

hunting for cheap fedora’s around adelaide.. go back and shop for more XD hoho

Pam said the style in Msia sux … wahahahaha so she is like missing oz very very much! thats what she said.. and so as Miao she said she miss oz T^T and said in Msia the style tak bagus.. so yesh let me go back and investigate whahahaha.. else I  mah go beg my mama bring me to Jakarta or Bandung to get all the goodie stuff hohoho…

I misssssssssssssssssssssss everything! so really cant wait to go back.. nya hahaha~~ going back wohoo yay~~ ok going nuts soon since I am seriously stuck at this place..

ok going to off now.. buay~~ See I am so good .. updating blog almost everyday now.. hohohoho

ok show u some good awesome food that I had in Sydney kay..

Thats it for now… toodles…

nyu~~~~





Hair..

14 12 2009

I NEED A HAIRCUT!!!!!

ANY SUGGESTION??? I hve smth on my mind but I would still love to hear suggestion from friends AS LONG AS ITS NOT BOTAK! ok! i repeat! not botak! I want a normal hairstyle, like bob? long? curly? watever any suggestion u think suits me.. but not botak and overly short.. :P

curled my fringe and a few of my front hair with straightener, I finally know how to use a straightener to curl my hair =.= jeesh..

I like this hair style :D what do you all think XD

okay till now!

counting down= 5 more days to go back :D RAWR!





Pre X-mas wish

13 12 2009

All I want for Christmas is you~ lalala~ hehe guess what song is that!

My Christmas wish is

I hope everything goes well next week so that I could have a good start on my Year 3 next year :)





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My Holiday

12 12 2009

I screw up 1 month of my holiday.. but I guess I had learn ,learn my lesson and promise myself not to do this to myself ever AGAIN..

I miss everyone in Msia.. all of you must be thinking “right! you do santi…. i bet its only Jason”

hahaha no! I SERIOUSLY MISS EVERYONE in Msia and Indonesia.. :D

I finally get the deep meaning of live with no regret after webcaming with one my friends. He is good.. he has changed.. and I cant wait for my turn to fully understand and wake up from the dream worl of mine .. removed the blind fold on my eye about the future .. about everything.. I want to learn and get to know more.. I do regret many stuff in life but I couldnt help but to tell myself fark it.. its  over just dont whine and complain more instead just learn from it and try not to at least repeat the same mistake again…I know that its a common phrase.. but if you do face it oneday its not so easy to live with no regret. it need lots of motivation. what i mean is SELFmotivation! gah I am crapping again.. so anyway.

I have a very long post to do on friday night.. 1 day before my flight to Msia.. :D I guess I finally have the courage to blog about it.

okie dokie..

till now.. bye friends..

i miss them too..

san





Do Not Install The Latest Sims 3 Update patch v1.7.9!

7 12 2009

I’ve been somewhat taking a break from all the going out and all… just chilling at home, slowly reading a book, playing my guitar and FB games but most importantly I was looking forward to downloading the newly available custom content that other simmers have made and creating a new town with beautiful sims & houses.

Yes, more fun playing god when your creations are easy on the eyes! Since, the gang got me the Collector’s edition of Sims 3 for my birthday earlier this year and therefore I could access the updates and stuff. Unfortunately, I decided to update when the notification from the EA download manager said there was a new patch available. Now THAT, was a HUGE mistake!

Oh did I mention I conveniently left my game on my shelf in Melbourne? I installed the no CD patch to play the game instead. Here are the problems I had AFTER installing that stupid update:

1. the game takes ages to load. *read book for 10 mins*

2. the story/town takes even longer to load. *read book for 20 mins*

3. It ever so often crashes/exits to windows and usually happens when you’re happily creating an interesting situation which makes you so frustrated when it happens and you realise you didn’t save after making so much progress!

4. the game got so laggy that you had to wait a few secs after moving a book from your sim’s inventory into the bookshelf that’s just an example, creating sims took twice as long because it took ages to load the stuff each time I switched from one tab to the other.

5. my character’s custom content hair looks like one of the crappiest base game sim hair from afar, but if you zoom in close enough it turns back into its proper shape. That’s really sad cos’ it made Jas’ AJ & Nichkhun look super ugly instead of super hot. I made them twins btw =) they look nothing like the people we named them after.

6. the custom content clothing don’t look nice in the game, the patterns look blurred and nothing like the screenshots the creators put up.

7.  it also takes ages to SAVE and rotate a lot you’re trying to place on a plot of empty land.

8. the pool looks more like a glass surface similar to a mirror which is reflecting the view of the sky above even though you have a roof over it and you can’t see the bottom of it at all. I thought it looked pretty cool but then I also realised that I couldn’t place the ladder for my sims to climb in the pool. I placed it there but there was nothing there =.=|||

9. After managing to save before it crashed, upon loading back my sims were stuck in a black hole – Literally a black squared hole which was the shape of the plot of land my sim was visiting and I saw him walking endlessly trying to get out of it but he just kept getting deeper inside the hole, when he finally got out cos I told him to go home he went to some community lot and disappeared I couldn’t control him anymore.

10. After that I tried getting to edit town in hopes of getting the situation somehow fixed by not saving, this is what I got…

There is no way to play the game anymore =.=||| GOD DAMNED EA! FIX THIS freaking retarded patch ASAP!

11. I went to the sims 3 forums and there are loads of other people having the same problem too.

12. You should also probably wait a while to get the new Expansion pack World Adventures, which is reported to have a whole lot of bugs and also another screwed up patch by EA v2.2

13. If you are having this problem and want to fix it and are capable of fixing it -as in you have the installation DVD/file with you- backup all your game data & custom content and uninstall the game. When you reinstall it, DO NOT! I repeat DO NOT INSTALL THE DAMNED PATCHES until they come up with a fix for it. The new patch comes with new features such as the basement tool and also other good stuff but the sad thing is it completely screws the game up.

Slvr





My holiday back home so far…

2 12 2009

Oh hey people =) If you don’t already know I’ve been back in Malaysia, my home sweet home for 11 days already. The past 12 days have pretty much flew by but they also feel kinda long, I don’t feel like I’ve only been back for 11 days though. It might be because I’ve been going out to catch up with all the lovely people I know so much that I needed to take a break in between sometimes, I’m not saying that I’m popular or anything which I am certainly not =) but its good to know that people want to meet up with you when you’re back from overseas. Good to know that you’re missed, yeah I never thought I’d be one to thrive for attention from people but I am… well sorta, it depends on where that attention is coming from, more so if it’s from your dearest friends.

I’ve been feeling lazy as usual to update the blog that Santi wanted to smack me when I said that I was too lazy to blog when she asked me to blog last week, has it really only been 11 days? I felt like I’ve been home for pretty long, almost everyday’s been pretty productive so far, my mom & friends won’t let me just rot at home =) I guess I should be thankful for that, please do keep it up people! I’ve still 3 months left to go and rotting is the worst thing I could do for my holiday… You’d probably want to know what I’ve been up to so far right? Let’s see if I can fully recall everything I did…

21st Nov

I didn’t really do much on that day, was pretty much recovering from the jet lag and tiredness. I was pretty much confused by the clocks in my house because both my phones showed 11.30a.m. which I think I had already set them to Malaysian time, I went downstairs to have brunch only to find that the clock on the tv on the breakfast table showing 9.30a.m while the other clock hanging on the wall was stuck at 7am, because it ran out of battery. As confused as I was I asked my mom what time it was & she showed me her phone which said 11.35a.m. It was really freaky when you can’t determine what time it really was but maybe it was just me that was confused =p had prawn mee for lunch that day.. dinner was boring as I had dinner with my family + dad’s friends & their wives.

22nd Nov

Got a haircut, yes I chopped it off… as a result my hair is curling out of hand now & it’s really annoying when the fan’s on =.= it’s super annoying to have my hair in my face all the time, it itches a lot. Had dinner with the gang (KC, Skyy, JN, Baezil ) and met Rebecca for the first time =) She was nice and laughed all the way when we were revealing all of Baezil’s embarrassing moments. It was nice to catch up with the gang =) Skyy came even though he had a paper the very next day >.< Kinda feel bad for dragging him out for dinner.

P.S to Baezil : Don’t Screw This One Up!

23rd Nov

Dropped by Ju-Laine’s house to grab some Pandan Coconut + Cempedak + Rambutans, my mom made me drive even though I haven’t been practicing and I drove all the way to subang & back without practicing first. My car smelled like the cempedak the entire way, we stopped by the pasar malam to buy  asam laksa for dinner, then my car smelled like asam laksa + cempedak… sitting in it while waiting for my mom to buy more vege was pretty bad >.< oh the hunger ~ went to MV to shop a bit that night, had wind down the windows to air the car because of the smell. Since we transferred the cempedaks to my house… my entire house smelled like that for a week >.<

24th Nov

Played badminton with Gramps, dragged Sean & Daniel along. They were late for an hour or so, throughout the entire time we were playing they were talking & cracking jokes non-stop. Although I was already drained I followed them to the Curve to watch 2012 after much persuasion we tried to call Kelly but kept getting into her voicemail. They had lunch at TGIF while I just ate dessert because I already had my lunch at home. The movie wasn’t too bad, the effects were really cool but the main character felt abit too unrealistic. No one is THAT lucky. After that we really took super long to decide what to have for dinner, nobody wanted to make a decision. In the end we went to Italiannies, there was a couple probably having a blind date and we were eavesdropping on them =X

25th Nov

The day Sherlynn came to KL but we didn’t meet her, my entire body minus my left arm hurt like a bitch because of badminton the other day. So I rested at home the entire day, walking up & down the stairs was horrible =.=||| I felt like a disabled person ( no offense)

26th Nov

Jasmin came over to sleepover so we could go watch New Moon the next day, I intro-ed her to Sean & Daniel as I wanted to go see Sherlynn and she was in Sunway Pyramid. So Daniel (the Driver) drove us all over after that. It will always remain a wonder to me how guys can stuff so much food down their throats, its like a bottomless pit down there that its just plain scary. After eating abit at Sakae Sushi, Sean was chanting to go to McD’s for the prosperity burger. He continued chanting hours later and we finally gave in & had that for dinner =.=||| The prosperity burger looked so much smaller compared to last year’s burger and they didn’t have the chicken one yet which was kinda sad. I don’t like beef that much. Oh did I mention? My legs still hurt like crazy that day, thank god for escalators & elevators.

27th Nov

Had lunch with family, pork ball noodle soup which took 1 hr to come =.=||| we had char kuey tiaw while waiting. My bro kept going on & on about the new guys he’s been hearing about, interrogating me like crazy about every guy he’s heard about. It got so annoying that my grandma couldn’t stand it & scolded him saying that when he’s older he’ll be an insufferable nag. After that I went to pick up KC & JN to go to 1U.

New Moon was disappointing, I felt so sleepy watching that, the only thing that kept me awake were KC & Jasmin who were sitting next to me gasping & nudging every time Jacob & Bella were getting intimate. Oh that & the wolves, they have nice bodies ;) That I can’t deny. Robert Pattinson on the other hand =.= was SO GROSS EWWWWW I wish he didn’t ever take off his shirt on screen & that scene was too damned long. I can’t stand his hairy body.

After that we went to Vietnamese Kitchen, they refurbished the restaurant, it looked great but they also changed the menu, that was not so great. They did away with the individual noodles & introduced set meals and they don’t serve the pork ball noodle anymore but it’s still non-halal. I personally like the previous menu better >.<||| The rest had to put up with my reckless driving on the way to Puchong to send my Wifey (Jasmin – we’re married on FB XD) home, I went pretty fast down some u-turn like curve & went “WHEeeeee~!” Gramps must’ve been pretty freaked out & exclaimed “You can WHEEEE Some more!” LOL. It was also raining =X

I was already pretty tired on the way back but we made a spontaneous visit to Aiman’s place & stayed till 11PM, any later & I would have passed out in the car =.=||| Oh my legs still hurt abit >.<||| Luckily they dun hurt while driving & I’m not driving a manual car so it wasn’t torturous.

28th Nov

Mom made me get up early saying we were going out for brunch but instead we were having brunch at home =.=||| I could’ve slept in man!!! GAHHHH… went to view the Pavillion Residence for fun, the lady showing us around looked so shocked when I told her I was 19. She probably thought that I was 15 or something. Sigh, when will that ever stop? Maybe not for another good 10 years. We stopped by the food court for some Lobak Gou & Rojak . That night was the dinner with my bro’s gf’s family to discuss wedding customs & preparations. The restaurant we ate at was having a wedding function, they were a pretty noisy lot with the karaoke & the YUM SENG’s. The older generation had good voices & could really sing all the oldies but that gene clearly wasn’t inherited by the younger generation because all the recent songs were out of tune & pretty hard to listen to >.< they were so loud the door didn’t really block out the sound.

29th Nov

I went to Pyramid to celebrate Chee Shan’s Bday =) haven’t seen her in so long & she said I got even skinnier after coming back from Melbourne. She asked me what was wrong with me, who go there get fatter not skinnier! LOL We sat at Starbucks catching up with each other while waiting for Kah En to arrive >.< Then, we went to Amp Square for karaoke, they’re pretty new & they have quite a large selection of Korean & Japanese songs there =) Must go try with the gang, their food ain’t too bad either but the toilets are pretty dirty & the flushes don’t seem to work >.<. Oh well there’s always a downside to something…

30th Nov

I reluctantly got dragged to renew my IC by my mom, waited 4 freaking hours because little 12 year olds were getting their ICs done. It’s the school holidays after all >.< bad time to renew ur IC.

1st Dec

Yet again got dragged to renew my driver’s license. Yes, NO MORE P on my car LOL maybe that might minimize the accident prone percentage my car has. People just seem to love damaging that car. Also got dragged to check my nose, the doctor stuck the camera up my nose, despite the anaesthetic my nose was still sensitive. I sneezed like crazy after he took the scope out of my nose =.=||| and yeah they determined why my sinus was so annoying & I’ve medication to take again. Bro’s Bday today, we got him a cake from Alexis. It was huge.

That’s all for now =)

Slvr

 





Something aching inside me

23 11 2009

Again.. ??

This is sort of not going anywhere to my future path

I know I have tried my best AND I DID

but hell why is this happening again?

I am worry

The sentence of “I am going to go home” is slowly fading away

this scares me

AND i hate this kind of feeling

feel like digging a big hole next to Adelaide’s river and bury myself inside.





Life in Adelaide

22 11 2009

Its going to be 11 month when the time I leave this place .. I am not leaving for good as I always hope that I will but as time pass by I get the chance of knowing what I want to achieve in my life. Its not all about family and Jason but also about internship, career and all. Its going to be tough and again no one said its going to be easy if you are going to go through this path line.

Before I left KLIA for good on 12th of Feb, I seriously did not feel any thing that I should be worry about. I was too naive to think about everything is going to be fine, who cares that I will be alone and thought that I will learn more about life (which is true that I did) and  did not care about how tough it will be to start a new leaf Maybe its because I have been through a littl eof being away from home when I was in INTI but that was different! seriously different that makes me feel strong and brave before I got onto the plane. The way I lead my life style in Inti and the way I start my life in Adeiade is totally different. I had many accompany back then when I was in INTI unlike here. I started my new life with noone that I know in this strange city. I admit it was lonely but I guess thats what being far from home is all about. So I do once envy others who came together with their bunch of friends or have relative here and there.

The moment I check in my and stamp my passport, my heart beat almost stop as I looked back and saw a bunch of my Adventure Club friends. I was touched, seriously I did tho I was sad that I did not see Jason or my family around them but yeah maybe that is how it should be? I dont know. Oh well from that night I finally finalised who are my true friends and who are those people I should stand up for, this drag on up until now. I now do finally understand who should I hang out with, people who actually take you as a friend or just classmate, this 2 word definitions might be similar but yet its VERY different.

On my very first day, I did not had much communication as I was adapting with the most confusing prepaid plan I got ever unlike the one I got in Malaysia. The phone plan here is freaking “awesome” I tell you but I would not want to put this crap info here maybe next time I will share with you guys :) . So yea, me for being a naive girl learn from the basic, I did not know that effing shop in oz closes so early, so as most of the food stall which I always end up eating the stupid wok-in-box which taste “AWESOME” not! That day was the day I stared my emo life again, I know I was seriously emo back then when I was in high school (Someone who have gone through with me that year might know and I do apologise and be thankful that you was there) So yea this time is different, its not all about teenage emo anymore but more about growing up to be a woman I persume, I have never ever describe myself as one yet ahem I mean I feel that I am still a girl and not yet a full grown woman. ok that sounds weird ah watever.

During my orientation, I was trying to be talkative but the sadness inside me have not recovered yet and so it was sort of tough. I got to know this girl name Saori Watanabe and from her I get to know this girl name Rong Hao (Will talk more about them later in other post) Knowing more people does not help me from feeling better I wonder why, I guess the best medicine is always time, as now I am not home sick anymore like I used to be 10month ago BUT this cycle is going to be on again when I come back next year which is my current fear, Annie said everything will be different and I will miss Adelaide in the coming 3 months so lets see ok ? :)

In my previous house, I got to know this new sister of mine Annie :) she is the girl that I hang out with 10-7 ahaha don not want to make it 24-7 because I dont stick to her all the time but we spend our time every day together :) so finalised it to 10hours lor hohohoho~ She is one of the girl that I can keep her close to my heart and share all my nonsense rubbish with. She is the girl who taught me a lot of different culture and I had improved my Chinese dramatically thanks to her. haha! now if you speak Mandarin with me I will have the China slang one ok! dont play play! hahaha! ok.. Yea through I get to understand that I should really plan ahead of curent time with Jason for our LDR relationship. She is the girl that also taught me a lot of cooking, now I can cook “mah por to fu”*my fav*, gravy cold dish and lots of chinese dishes. very geng ok! I used to hate cooking hurm not hate but NEVER cook! and I know I used to always cut my finger whenever I tried to cut stupid tomato! you see that was how noob I am back then but now HMMFH I AM PRO ady! so beware I might even cook better than you ;) lolx! joking!

Sorry I just got carried away with Annie, back to my boring life in Adelaide :)

Thanks to many kind people like Joshua and Step who always try to help me in many ways that I could not explain. :) but without them I wouldnt get to know Pam pam~(Pam pam story will also be combine with Annie, Hao and Saori post ok)

AND OFCOURSE MANY THANKS AND LOVE FOR MY BABY, Jason who introduce me to Joshua,Step and Pam :)

After a semester, I had to moved out from my favourite room due to the witch that I previously complain about in my blog, she is the witch that actually gave me so much more STRESS than studies I tell you, but thanks to her I get to know Caroline and Annie. Without me making the decisions to stay in that previous house I would not get to know the 2 of them and the way I lead my way of living might be different from now. I did not start with the oz lifestyle that many people thought I would but instead I stick to Asian life style that I still love now .. I guess growing up in Malaysia makes me miss Malaysia most of my time in Adelaide. But I am also starting to grow up as an Adult in this not happening city,Adelaide. Malacca might be my childhood and teenage memorable place but Adelaide is the place where I will be growing to be a fully woman. Why? I guess its all because I am graduating soon in a year time or more :) and I will be starting to stress out about my career or decide to take a Master course in Sydney or not but thats all for future planning. I dont wish to plan so much an end up dissapointed with myself again and again.

This semester, I have to admit that I do procrastinate more and was not hard working enough to be an IT student but I did learn on how to manage myself before the exam. Studying in that crap Malacca International School had actually make me feel bad about letting my parents spending thousand of ringgit on my brother and I as WE end up learning nothing but playing, I was not train to be studious or to prepare well for exam, I was always studying for exam the day before it or prefer not to touch the book at all. But coming to Adelaide, giving me the tense that I should study more for my future and should always plan for my studies actually makes me feel like burning that bloody international school that actually rot my brother’s and my life. *dont wish to elaborate longer about this*

Time passes, thank goodness Jason and I are still going well.
I had learn so much about life
I had learn so much about cooking and always call my Mom out of nowhere just to ask for recipe :)
I also had learn so much of trust and friendship

A friendship that will always be there for you, will always remember and celebrate the day you was born with you with or without gift does not matter as long as friends are always there to accompany on that day.

A friendship of backstabbing and hypocrites is never a friendship but its a fakeship.

ah and the stories goes on .. Maybe next time I will write more about how I feel in this boring place. and maybe not so see how ;)

its 2.44am 22Nov 2009

Addicted to Nana’s song :D her voice is addictive.. :D

Oh here are pictures of my recent activities. ENJOY!

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Counting down the days

17 11 2009

(Slvr )My final exams are over for this semester ! YAY!!! but on that very same day the router needed reseting and my neighbour who did not realise that went to the city to stay for two days . I share my internet with her so yeah.. I didn’t have internet for two days after my exam hence I had NOTHING TO DO. For the first hour I strummed on my guitar to pass the time, then my fingers started hurting n stuff which made it hard to continue, I haven’t been playing much when the exams were around the corner so naturally my calluses softened which made playing the guitar for more than 30 mins hurt like hell. That was on Friday btw…

Then I felt lazy to cook for dinner so I started calling people out for dinner, Zetty didn’t pick up her phone because it was on silent and in her room, Kelly’s phone battery died while on call with me, Sherlynn picked up & was out probably in the city at that time but promised to be at our building around 11pm+. Then, I called up Santi just to complain to her about having nothing to do and being bored to death which made her want to kill me talk to her but not for long because she had to study for her exams.

After hesitating for a bit I finally decided to go to chadstone alone, First thing I did was buy a box of 6 doughnuts from Krispy Kreme and then I walked around looking at stuff, JB Hi-Fi had a sale on certain CDs buy 2 Free 1 at $9.99 each so I snagged some. I stuck around there until closing time before I went to pay for the CDs. After that I bought honey lemon ice blended + Jelly , didn’t wanna eat dinner alone (feels so sad man! JASMIN!!! U BETTER MAKE SURE U COME HERE NEXT YEAR!) so I went home after that.

More Dirty Minds

So around 11.30pm + Sherlynn, Sean & Daniel knocked on my door so we went to Daniel’s room to play Dirty Minds . It’s a game she just bought, each player is given a book and they have to read out 3 clues for other players to guess what the clues are about. The answers are innocent but the clues make it sound dirty… or I suppose it sounds dirty to dirty minded people so playing it with kids would defeat the aim or difficulty of the game =p It was funny when the clues were read out loud sometimes you can’t help but laugh… cos it sounds dirty to us =) We played for quite a bit because it took us quite sometime to figure out the rules & stuff.. but  I have to say that the person who came up with the game is a genius! We were up until 5 the next day LOL but it was fun and I really needed & enjoyed their company.

The next day we went grocery shopping for the “feast” they decided to have on Sat night. They decided to use my kitchen because Sherlynn & Sean were flying off on Sunday night & already packed most of their things. Sherlynn did most of the work with the chicken, mixing the sauces & chopping the herbs (we bought a whole chicken & made Sean clean it because he didn’t follow us to buy groceries) we had a private concert because it seemed that once Sean gets his hands on a guitar he just keeps playing with it and he’s darned good too *envious*. I let Daniel look through my movies + videos and they decided to watch night at the museum 2. The chicken tasted alright lol after finishing it the guys reluctantly washed the dishes =p took a lot of arguing to get them moving lol but in the end they did it anyway.

I was really glad to have them as company, don’t know what I would’ve done without them. I feel really sad sometimes not having people I can just call out spontaneously for dinner & stuff, which makes me miss you people back home even more! I survived most of the time because my internet was working & you guys were online. I may be a loner sometimes but I generally don’t enjoy going out alone… well going out alone isn’t that bad eating alone is really sad though. I start remembering the times we go out & have lunch/dinner together as a group & how fun it was made eating out alone even worse.

I should really be trying harder to make more friends over here but yeah it’s easier said than done, to find people who click with you isn’t as easy as it seems. BUT I won’t have to think about that from next week onwards because I’ll be back home where I can go anywhere I want and disturb people all I want LOL Looking forward to badminton with the guys and taking a crash course in Japanese amongst other stuff… but I’m also kinda dreading the fact that it’s such a long holiday, I would definitely be kicked out of the house to get a job. My mom would never let me rot at home.. I wonder if I should be thankful for that? LOL